Wow! Its been a month since I've posted here.. Been busy doing nothing.
So much for my closet dream of becoming a writer.. aah well..
A lot has changed in the month i was away.. i should've been noting it down, but for my lethargy.. Lets see if my memory is quite what it was..
Took the trip away from the city i'd been planning with my friends for a while now..
Realized that I am indeed alone and a relationship with everything else, material or person is highly optional.. Im not confined to anyone or anything.
Have also increasingly become aware that i need a guide, a sort of spiritual one if you will.. the idea of "the meaning of our existence" has been worrying me for sometime now. Maybe its time to seek outside assistance.
Have avoided falling into routine like the plague.. tried doing everything possible to not be a victim of routine, with a little success i might add..
Close friends grow further apart as new people take their place..
Im thankful for the few people that understand. My existence is made a little more pleasant by them.
Planning a solo vacation at last..
Or will take someone that I'm ok with being silent with..
