Didnt have a camera by my side this time

"Didn't have a camera by my side this time
Hoping i would see the world with both my eyes."


It's the time of the great reveal, the time when every player shows the hands that he's been so guarding the whole game.
Do i really have the cards that i've bluffed the farm on, or was it really a good bluff.
I look around the table, all the fellow gamblers are me. I'm playing against myself, with myself to lose.
another 2 minutes and it'll all be known. Do i have it, or did i always like to believe i did.

Do you know what complete exhaustion is

DO you know what complete exhaustion is? Have you heard of its symptoms? Have i told you yet of exhaustion? You feel completely devoid of the slightly motivation to think or move or eve
have you heard of its symptoms? Haven't i already specified them in vivid detail? I think memory loss is one of them, or so i vaguely recall reading. You've heard of exhaustion right? do you know what 'complete' exhaustion is?
I'm sure i've already discussed this at length, but do you know the symptoms of exhaustion? I've read people often forget halfway through what they intend to originally say, or so i've heard. Or maybe i always knew this. Although, then again, i might have read it somewhere. Or have i said that already.

know that state of mind where when you close your eyes you stare into complete blackness? no hues of color, no dreams nothing. some people call it peace, maybe peace is simply the state of your brain utterly exhausted. Do you know what complete exhaustion is?

I think i know, it seems so simple now. Sleep is a simple enough concept, very straight forward. No calculations, no manual required, even toddlers figure it out. How did this concept of 'sleep' elude me so! Oh i know, I've been busy being exhausted.

Do you know what complete exhaustion is? Haven't i already discussed this!